I need to make it something scarier

As I was sitting in the grass today, eating my lunch, a fruit fly hopped up onto my packet of kanji study cards and began walking in tiny clockwise circles. I puzzled at this for a little while then resumed eating my sandwich, trying hard not to look at the people playing volleyball 20 yards away, some of whom were women.

These days it's better for me not to look at women altogether...I start being attracted to them and that always leads in the wrong direction. God made my libido, and therefore it's good, but it's too potent. I don't know what to do with it. Listening doesn't work cause lust always hijacks it. I guess ignore it as much as possible is the only solution.

Also at lunch I had an opportunity to try, for the first time ever, a Jonagold apple. They're in season now, and I highly recommend them. They're crunchy, juicy, and just slightly tangy. The skin's not too tough either.

It's good to be back. I'll post pictures of my roommate and our new place (No, it's not the condo for thsoe that know. That whole thing fell through in a fiery legal inferno, so we escaped as fast as we could) as soon as I can borrow his camera and take them. Huttah.